I don’t know where to begin with this post and I’m crying as I try …
The IAGS conference (see previous post) was scheduled to fall around the date of the 12th anniversary of the Srebrenica genocide, and on Wednesday most of the conference participants went to the Potocari memorial site to attend the service.
There is much to the story of Srebrenica, and of neighboring Zepa, and, sadly, much that is unknown, denied or disputed by a range of groups.
During the war, Srebrenica became a refuge (albeit one whose inhabitants suffered hunger and constant danger) for Bosnian ethnic/religious Muslims throughout the region of Northeast Bosnia, much of which was controlled by the Bosnian Serb Army or threatened by Serbia itself. The people in the region feared that the international community would forget them, though, and when visited by French General Morillon and a group of UN aid workers (the army refused to allow their accompanying convoy of humanitarian aid supplies to enter the area with them), the residents of Srebrenica formed a human blockade to stop them from leaving. They felt that without an international presence they would be completely at the mercy of the Bosnian Serb Army.
Srebrenica (despite some heel-dragging at the UN) was declared a safe zone under UN protection and Dutch soldiers came to protect the area’s residents (about 50,000 refugees). By July 1995, however, the Dutch observed the Bosnian Serb army amassing forces in the area to threaten Srebrenica.
There are various explanations for what followed - including deals struck between Bosnian Serb General Ratko Mladic and the UN commander - but there is no reasonable explanation for why the UN refused NATO’s request for airstrikes on the advancing Bosnian Serb troops.
There is no explanation for why only 6,000 refugees were allowed to enter the Dutch Battalion’s compound, leaving more than 20,000 outside seeking safety and shelter, despite the fact that there was room for many thousands more people to come under Dutchbat’s immediate protection.
There is no explanation for why even those 6,000 were forced out of the compound by the Dutch soldiers and into the waiting hands of the Bosnian Serbs.
The UN soldiers watched as the Bosnian Serbs separated the refugees, women and children toward buses, men and teenage boys toward their deaths. Some men escaped into the woods only to be hunted down by the army, the rest were massacred and dumped into mass graves. More than 7,000 men and boys were killed, the Bosniaks’ fears were realized under the watch of the international community.
I’m crying, again.
The memorial site, well within the Republika Srpska region of BiH and nearly on the Serbian border, was filled with people on the anniversary, come to mourn and to bury another 465 bodies, corpses exhumed from new mass graves in the past year. The coffins - a bit of wood and heavy green cloth - lay in long rows, and as the service started a sea of men prayed together before them, the women filling the hill behind.
I was outside the fence around the site during the memorial service, in the odd position of facing the thousands of praying mourners. I had come close to choosing not to come on the trip (I worried that to go with all of the conference attendees was rather like genocide tourism), and it was strange to have gotten stuck outside the gates when the service started, to be facing the mourners as they prayed. As the imam’s words echoed over the site, though, and the men moved together through their prayers, touching the ground, their faces, lifting their hands, all I could do was rest my head against the bars of the fence and weep, and, I suppose, in my own way, to pray.
Ultimately, perhaps we scholars were there as witnesses and mourners, just like everyone else.
As the memorial service ended, the burials began, the green coffins going to join the many hundreds buried last year and the year before, some in graves marked with headstones, some marked only by a number. Each coffin was lifted by a group of men and carried toward the graves where the women waited, moving down a line of men and boys who would reach up to touch each coffin as it was carried past.